that emptiness is still there. 

you left me and I'm still empty. 

I loved you somwhere deep inside me. 

But you loved the idea what I could have been. 

And what hit us was the reality. 

tug of war of love and fear. 

love for one another and fear from the fall.

I could have begged but I refuse

I will always stay a bomb that's been defused. 

I ask you now, listen to me

Learn to speak and for god's sake, speak, 

I never asked for anything else

Just to tell me what is in your head. 

Now you left me, and you won't come back

and the emptiness is still there.